i most appreciate the precise of this little mechanism, which is so efficient, make us moving so fast and efficiently. of coure, any pleasure would take a cost. i do feel a little bit funny in playing the roller-skate, but after that i feel more tired then funny. i m not that like sports, you know, i just want to find myself some interest. for the purpose of relaxation, i bought myself a pair of roller-skate shoes, and that's the first time i went out of our campus this semester. I am not just staying in my dormitory these days. my spirit is just not the same with which in the study day. every time i try to start working but i just can't. still there are midterm big task of VC waiting for me, and the experiment report of COMPUTER NETWORKS, i don't know how i can cope with these mess. i have just finished the experiment of THE PRINCIPLE OF COMPILE, but there are still homework of THE THEORETICAL COMPUTER SCIENCE, which is the most troublesome homework and now the quantity of which is doubled. especially there are still so much homework waiting for me, nearly all the teachers have doubled their homework since the vacation.
so during this short vacation, i feel nervious. while now that i've got a 7-day-vacation, i cannot keep myself from playing and resting during this short vacation, but soon after this vacation i m still facing the tough school work, and even the midterm exam! i can not change my status so rapidly. i just want the tough-study-time to continue during the hole semester, so that i can keep working till the summer vacation, and then have a good rest. i'm a guy that like things and environment to be invariable. Other people may expect the 5.1 vacation, but i do not. this circumstance is just like the summer holidays and the winter holidays: in the beginning i don't want to be decadent, but at last i am. even when i was awake in the noon, i still don't want to get up of my bed. All these days i had no efficiency, i just kept sleeping all day. Even when there were nobody else in the dormitory, i still can not concentrate on my work, perhaps that's because it's too comfortable and too silent in the dormitory.
i thought i can also do my job well in the dormitory, but i was wrong.
i am so disappointed so i went back to my dormitory. actually in the day i really went to my haunt of classroom, but i found the classroom will be closed since May 1st to May 4th. at the very beginning, i decided to study all the 7 days so that i will have no spare time in feeling bad. sometimes i desire quiet and peace, but this time i feel lonely and anxious.
All of my roomates have gone back home or traveling, leaving me alone in the dormitory. i don't think i'm a "working people", but this festival do bring me a 7-day-vacation. It's 5.1 festival now, the meaning of this festival is "working people's day". if you are not so interested in me, i promise you will find no fun here, and i suggest you leave before wasting you time here. i hope my poor english can effectively hinder most unwanted people from reading this essay. since this essay may be somewhat private for me, and i dont want so many people to read it, so i decide to write it in english. maybe i m just feeling tired and oppressed so that i want to write something down for relaxation and abreaction. seems i've never express myself like this before, and i don't know why i m doing this now. it's about my life, my notion, and my emotion. Generally i only post tech notes in this blog, but this time i will try to write something else.
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